Don't get me wrong though I LOVE LOVE LOVE being a mom to these 2 precious little boys. I think if I can survive these first few weeks of constant nursing everything will be alright. The one good thing is that he is a great little sleeper at night so I am not feeling sleep deprived and Max still takes his long afternoon naps so we all go down for naps at the same time its precious. Another precious thing...driving in the car the other day with my 2 baby boys asleep in their car seats...oh so sweet. Being a mom is worth it even though I feel like life draining slowly out of be via by boobs.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Super Quick Update....
The baby is sucking the life out of me, literally. I would love to blog about our first week home, Max meeting his new brother, and many more things maybe tomorrow. For now I have just a few seconds to type before Noah starts screaming for more food. He is so perfect and I am so in love. I feel like alls I do is sit on the couch and nurse him because he wants to eat every 2 hours for about 45 minutes each time. I feel torn because when the day ends I feel like I have barely interacted with Max. I feel like he is getting the short end of the stick when it comes to mom time with me, but luckily my mom has taken over. I couldn't do this without her. Larry went back to work yesterday, I was very teary eyed as he walked out the door. He is only home 2 nights a week so I am a single parent of 2 now most days and I miss him and his help constantly.