Its hard to explain I think but Larry has been amazing. I love him so much and would never want to try this parenting thing with anyone else. He is calm and collective and is naturally amazing with max. He has been patient with me as I cry because nursing has been so hard for me and max just doesn't want to latch on and try. I have resorted to pumping and then giving him a bottle after he screams and cries as I attack him with my boob. (Sorry is this is graphic for some haha}
In just 4 short days our lives have changed, I knew they would but I never knew how much I would love this baby and how much he scares me too haha! Larry is so proud and I love seeing him with the baby..ahh I cant take it its so amazing. He said today Heavenly Father sent us a good one while holding max. I am so grateful for this amazing gift and blessing. I am glad Heavenly Father made babies durable so he can last with us hopefully.
As things become stressful trying to move and applying for student loans for law school and trying to predict if we will make all our monthly bills I am trying to focus on the fact that we made a righteous decision and I am trying my best to have faith we will make it through this transition in life.
Thanks everyone for your awesome comments and encouragement on this blog. It helps so much and I love being able to update family and friends and just type about anything.