Bones

So I am trying to not post any negative things anymore because Im feeling pretty negative in my life at the moment (If you couldn't tell, its been a hard couple months) Anyways I will try to not put anything unhappy on here for a while...I hope its just a nice ranting spot.

Onward and upward!

One thing that is making me happy at the moment is watching Bones. I got on the banwagon late and am now watching it on netflix its perfect I can watch episode after episode. It makes me happy whenever thing else is crapy.

MJ Harris 15 weeks old

I love Max more than diet coke...and that is saying something! There is a special bond between mom and baby, one that no one can understand unless they have experienced it I think. Its amazing and beautiful and can make me all gooey, gushy, and mushy. He is perfect to me in every way even when he is screaming for food or pooping or spitting up on my on an outfit I like.

I love him, we are buds forever.

He is so funny and smiles when he sees us. He sticks his tongue out and copies you if you raise your eye brows or smile. He loves getting kisses in his neck creases and giggles and has loud high pitch squeals of delight when Larry is tickling him or playing with me. He loves baths and to stand on his legs and makes lots of grunting noises all day and babels loudly a lot. He knows when he is being ignored and loves to suck on his thumbs, burp cloths and blankets anything goes in his mouth. He loves to be in his swing and has found that if he looks up he sees himself in the mirror and he kicks his legs like crazy all the time {its his restless leg syndrome..haha}

He is the one thing that is keeping me going and even though life is ROUGH right now, he was the perfect choice for us and I am sad to see him get bigger and grow but also excited to see him become a rambunctious little boy. I can't wait for more to come and more babies hopefully.

My main squeeze...

Dr.

I'm pulling my hair out trying to find a GOOD pediatrician that I am comfortable with. I don't think I'm that picky but I guess after loving my one in Utah and working in the health care industry, I know good and bad doctors and I will only have good ones for Max haha! Especially when it comes to immunizations and growth and development. I hate the techs that come in and give him his shots.

I wish I could just do it because I can and it would make me less nervous {I know that sounds weird but after giving shots you see people who suck at them and Its frustrating that I can't just steal the needle and do it myself} Larry says I need to chill and let them do their job...I guess I hated it when patients told me what to do too.

Anyways Im on the look out for a pediatrictian here in San Diego its been frusterating but I think I found one I like that is close to us, Oh the joys of parenthood. I can't wait till Larry has a Job that {hopefully} has insurance so we can stop purchasing our own because man I swear we could finance a small country with the amount we pay :) Haha

3 month Old!

Fat Max is a 3 monther! He is a happy baby and is surrounded by people that love him. I took these pictures when we were at my parents house last week. He recently is loving putting his fingers in his mouth and noticed his little fists, his hands are always like that. He is sleeping okay and sometimes we can get him to go about 6 hours stretches. He is a trooper travler and has been down to Santa Barbra, Fresno and on a plane to San Diego. He slept the entire plane ride so that was a relief. He hates tummy time and its hard to get a smile out of him but when you do it melts your heart. I love his tiny little body and his big bald head. He loves being held and makes funny noises with his mouth and has found his tongue. He is such a sweet little guy.

Traveling time...

This is how me and Max look in the morning sometimes. Especially after he gets up at 3:00 am. He is doing so good though sleeping 6 hours straight then up for a quick bite to eat and down for about 4 more hours so I am starting to feel slightly better when 8 am calls. We are leaving to go back to San Diego today and we are flying for the first time together...I'm crossing my fingers all goes well and my bag doesn't weight too much. We will be coming back in about 4 weeks! I decided a trip once a month will help me not be so depressed about being a law students wife. This is me coping while Larry is in law school. I decided whatever helps us survive and this is it!

Wish us well on our first flight together just me and him..I feel brave.

We had so much fun visiting up here for 2 weeks. We babysat lots and lots and saw friends and worked on some blankets and crocheting ( I think that is spelled right :/ ) and played with cousins, It was blissful. So fun!

Have a great weekend everyone. I get to kiss my sweet husband tonight after 2 long weeks...

Oh boy!

Photobooth Max!

My favorite pass time is taking pictures of me and Max in photobooth on my computer. He is funny because he sees himself on the screen and tries to lunge for it and grab the screen. He is so cute I could kiss his little fat cheeks all day long.